I DON’T KNOW.. JUST DON’T KNOW
*already put my fingers above it, trying to type but i can’t*
i really need to get alone.. with a cup of coffee.. pack of cigarettes *no no no please don’t!!!!pleaseeee… you’re not gonna hurt yourself honey!* sitting.. seeing people.. thinking about myself.. with no edge..
then someday.. typing.. concentrating to what i’m doing.. so i can’t think bout others.. then it feels like heaven..
because.. i don’t want to show them i care.. no matter what they’ve say.. let it be mine.. just me..
why can’t people catch the essence? i don’t know, just don’t know. DAMN!